My voice,my versions…

Read before you read.
How I write, is mine…How you read, is yours.
Most of us feel it.. some don’t. Some of us say it.. some don’t.
Some may agree with me.. some won’t. Be as it may, the facts still remain.


The power gone again,Zoo is silent again.We,animals  sat inside the cage with a patience induced ourself with good effort.We could see others from A batch grazing around with too much freedom,but here it feels like inside of a microwave oven…

Alas,the P.D.F again…when will people understand that,In real life there is no probabilities but chances,and god never plays the dice…only people gambles,here all life seems like a gamble,actually a dispute between our own gambles and the gamble of others (not sure about adding the words  like university and college)…

At least I wanted to shout that we are not animals for sacrifice and rather than analysing the probability of fading,I will solve  or reduce the problem of fading in my works…because I am not a scientist,I am an engineer. Or at least a humble human being trying to be realistic than standing over the garbage of numerical assumptions and false expectations…

God,In Thy Light Shall We See Light…

The dueling

I always tries to help others,I always keeps the promises I gave, I always remembers the path I passed.

I never waits to convince anyone,I never bother to break my ethics and I never forgets the lessons life taught me.

I fights for what is right rather than what is good,never follows the ‘ah yes sir’ policy.

I never tries to control anyone,never allows anyone to control me too.

Enough reasons for people to have a  grudge against me…

🙂  Have a  nice day haters.

Why I step aside,# IEEE

In life we should stand for something,because if not we will fall for anything.I think this is what happened in MESCE Excom.According to me there is only one right thing,and there is lot of wrong choices.As a boy Scout I had promised myself that I will be loyal and honest.According to the IEEE code of ethics itself it clearly mentions to banish all type of corruptions.

After all I am loyal to a person who taught how to keep dreams alive,he is the one I will be thankful forever.He showed me through his life  that the best way to support a change is being that change.For me man is what man does,he can either stand tall for a reason or stand down like a coward.Being inside a corrupt group is like being corrupted,so I had two choices either to stay like an idiot who have no courage to speak out the right things or to get out of the group.

Like our new generation GPUs,Some people are Power hungry,they will twist and cut short the truth.Like the matrix transformations I did in my S1S2 ,they will make things in to their ways.If you closely examine the history of kerala,you can find people who have given up great duties for personal gains,the history starts from the time of Vasco da Gama and it still continues in new formats,Malayali never learns anything from mistakes…

I choose the noble mans way,because I am proud son of a father who fought against corruption.

For when the traveler returns from the mountain-slopes into the valley,he brings, not a handful of earth, unsayable to others, but instead some word he has gained, some pure word, the yellow and blue gentian…                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      (Rilke,“Ninth Elegy”)

A few words about following band wagons…

Its been 2 months since a south Indian actor being attacked very blindly by malayalies (personally I really  hate the derived word mallu) ,as they say them self ‘Best culture in the world’…I must say a few words about this.Do you really have to do the same thing that your friend does if it has less priority or in my words….wastage of server space.

I don’t know much about this film industry or about this actors but I would like to ask this crowd a single question…by doing this what are you gaining? I don’t want to mention the name but above the image of the actor you are destroying an identity of a keralite.

Its true that newly married wives say things which can be classified in to single word ‘Rubbish’. Forgive…we all make blunders…I would like to say this to that  actor ,that above all he is one of the keralite youth icons,please don’t make mess like this,he is talented differently,if he try to act like others,he is wasting time.Please stop speaking and do something, because actions speaks louder.

I must say well done to the editor of the youtube video…he have wasted a lot time on it,and have given a very wrong message to people.To the foolish crowd following the uploads,tagging and all the garbage….please stop,because at least in Internet they need to show some maturity and common sense.Lets hope for the best.

12 thoughts on “My voice,my versions…

    hari said:
    February 12, 2012 at 10:09 PM

    got the view , bt the fun factor drag me more i suppose.


      Colourfade responded:
      February 12, 2012 at 10:47 PM

      🙂 life is what we wished to do,no regrets…


    meiro said:
    September 22, 2012 at 5:59 PM

    I agree….”NO REGRETS”


    jyoti7208 said:
    April 15, 2014 at 10:20 AM

    Thankyou so much for going through my page and leaving behind your words on each posts.. it means alot to me indeed.. god bless.. 🙂


      Colourfade responded:
      April 15, 2014 at 7:40 PM

      Jyothi you dont know,but You are an amazing person,I love your blog.Through it I some times see My other half,there is lot of things I wish if have done,In your life I see ‘my never happened part’,girl you got guts, 🙂 bless you too.


        jyoti7208 said:
        April 16, 2014 at 12:36 AM

        actually so many praises at a time, m not habituated.. just feeling like a dream. and thank you so much.
        you believe it or not, a good person always says good thing about you did now. 🙂
        and directly or indirectly its related to d art of writing and the words of praises by ppl like ul…


    Colourfade responded:
    April 16, 2014 at 12:50 AM

    🙂 I Believe there is both good and bad in everyone,we can choose to be a good wolf or a bad wolf. But wolf part remains as we grow up,world is not a never-land.It was never been one.


    pranita patra said:
    April 29, 2014 at 5:49 PM

    Hi Nithin I have nominated you for the “The Howler Award”


      Colourfade responded:
      May 1, 2014 at 3:24 PM

      pranitha, I will check right now. thank you.


        pranita patra said:
        May 1, 2014 at 5:07 PM

        You have a wonderful blog Nithin! When I read the description of the award, I thought of your blog! 🙂


        Colourfade responded:
        May 2, 2014 at 7:06 PM

        I am honored,thanks pranita ,your blog is also unique.


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